"Do you want this back?" I asked.
"Keep it John. John?"
I glanced up.
"They would have been proud of you! I'm proud of you!"
"Why?"
"Because you decided to change and let God run your life instead."
I had done just that, but it seemed like a result garnered less by my own efforts and one more due to the grace extended to me largely in the form of my amazing wife in her willingness to sacrifice everything, when it was asked of her. It was all very humbling to look back on now.