She said so. Now I'm totally out of my mind. My eyes are filled with tears. The girl I wanted so much was so sick and I didn't know a thing about her. I was just a silly person thinking that Jenny was cherished in love with James. Everything I thought was false. Hearing truth from her mouth, my heart ached. I just wanted to fly to America and see her soon. I thought she forgot about me but I was mistaken. I was not the only one thinking about her. I was in her thoughts too. It's been so many years and I hoped that I would hear something nice about her. But this time again it didn't go like I wished. The saddest part was that her survival chance was just 50%. I couldn't bear to hear that. I left the place with tears. Why was god so cruel with her?
The colorful world turned into a dull place. The nature seemed lonely. Strange thoughts like what if I could never see her again came into my mind. The bright world turned into a dark place. The city was awfully silent. I couldn't hear the sound of the lively town neither could I see the bright moon. The fireflies were gone leaving the place dark. The air and even the green nature turned dry. It felt as if I was lost in the lonely desert. My heart terribly ached and there was a blur image of Jenny inside my head. The stars were not shining brightly like they did yesterday. Every part of my body went numb and I couldn't feel anything. I was dead inside. I was suffocating. I was still alive but barely breathing. It felt as if I was alone in this world. The crowded world turned into a silent and lonely hell.