It was a fine offer to her because we had just graduated from high school and she was also searching a university. Studying in London with James was a better option to her than attending a local university with most probably me. There was no way she could've refuse him. I can't imagine even a single day without seeing her face. And it looks like I would be alone again. I laughed at myself for how helpless I was. I had no such big plans. My only wish was to get a BBA from a local university.
The wind is cold because winter is not over yet. People seem enthusiastic and motivated because New Year has just begun. From children to old, all of them start something new in their life. A different kind of feeling begins to develop. For children, it's the new academic year ahead and for grown-ups they seek rise in their salaries and promotion in their jobs. For old, they feel sad because their time of departure is coming near. For students like me, we can't wait to reach our career goals. Every New Year brings a new hope. My high school life is finally over and a new chapter is waiting for me. A chapter without Jenny perhaps and without my old friends. What will life bring me ahead? University is a completely new place for me. I fear that I would be unable to cope with the new society. If only I had Eric or James or any other friends like them then it would be totally awesome. But we all have a different paths to go. We can't stick together forever. They may have their own plans. After getting a BBA, my plan is to focus more on my interest, music. But if only Jenny was together with me then my journey would have been fantastic. I wish she would refuse his offer. But even if she does then there's no way she would come with me. Without her, I would be caged for eternity inside the deep blue ocean of her love.