So that was what happened some moments back. I left the party saying that I had a bad headache. But that was not the reason. I didn't know what to say to Rylee. But I was surprised that she didn't slap me or scold me for that. Tomorrow I'm going to act like a man and ask her to go out with me. If she says yes then I will properly talk about the incident. I will say that I'm in love with her.
5th July
Today was a wonderful day. I was pretty nervous to talk again with Rylee. But I did. I asked her out and she said yes. She didn't act like before. I mean not in her cold nature. She spoke with me like a normal girl. No matter how tough she was before, today she acted like a cute girl. Anyway she was female no matter how tough she acted. I too feel embarrassed looking at her. The image of kissing her came into my mind every single second I looked at her face.
I took her to a local diner café called Indie Café. The place is just a 15-min drive from a bus. We went there and ate some burgers and fries. We talked for like one hour while we were there. The topic to discuss was usual. Though she acted strange and kind of like awkward, as she began to speak she came back to her usual self. We cracked many jokes and laughed about silly matters. It felt as if she forgot everything about the yesterday's incident. Maybe she didn't want to talk about that and I don't know the reason why. I just listened to her and smiled back. I was prepared to tell her something but she was quite busy in telling her stories. So I listened and focused on what to tell her. It was not that easy to express my love in words and I didn't have enough talent to speak beautiful words. So I wrote down something yesterday. I thought if it became hard to tell out loud then this page will be my only option.