Angry.
Wanting nothing more than to strike him. But I am attracted to him. I do have this strange unfamiliar feelings towards him. A man who has killed no telling how many people. Even though he had not confirm such. It doesn't matter that I am falling for him. He is what he is and I would be stupid not to acknowledge this.
He tilts his head to one side and then another. "Adela."
I study him for a moment, fear consuming me and I wanted to jerk away. Suddenly there were two people I feared most in this world. Darryl pushed my hand behind my back. I trembled, watching, waiting.
"Fuck, you make me hot. When you look at me like that. You make me want to hurt you." I swallowed what was left of my saliva. The band begins his first strain of the waltz.
"I am just afraid at how far I might go. How far you would let me before you use your safe word." Drawing me closer.
I opened my mouth and he growled in warning. I say nothing. And I hate it.