"No," sobbed Joan; "I think not." She trembled. "He said terrible hard

words to me. He didn't love me like I loved him. He planned to put a

brand on me so's I c'd be his own like as if I was a beast belongin'

to him. Mr. Holliwell said right, I don't belong to no man. I belong

to my own self."

The storm had passed into this troubled after-tossing of thought.

"Can you tell me about it all?" asked Prosper. "Would it help?"

"I couldn't," she moaned; "no, I couldn't. Only--if I hadn't 'a' left

Pierre a-lyin' there alone. A dog that had onct loved him wouldn't 'a'

done that." She sat up again, white and wild. "That's why I must go

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back. I must surely go. I must! Oh, I must!"

"Go back thirty miles through wet snow when you can't walk across the

room, Joan?" He smiled pityingly.

Her hands twisting in his, she stared past him, out through the

window, where the still, sunny day shone blue through shadowy pine

branches. Tears rolled down her face.

"Can't you go back?" She turned the desolate, haunted eyes upon him.

"Oh, can't you?--to do some kindness to him? Can you ever stop

a-thinkin' of him lyin' there?"

Prosper's face was hard through its gentleness. "I've seen too many

dead men, less deserving of death. But, hush!--you lie down and go to

sleep. I'll try to manage it. I'll try to get back and show him some

kindness, as you say. There! Will you be a good girl now?"

She fell back and her eyes shone their gratitude upon him. "Oh, you

are good!" she said. "When I'm well--I'll work for you!"

He shook his head, smiled, kissed her hand, and went out.

She was entirely exhausted by her emotion, so that all her memories

fell away from her and left her in a peaceful blankness. She trusted

Prosper's word. With every fiber of her heart she trusted him, as

simply, as singly, as foolishly as a child trusts God.




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